Zzzzzzzzzzz Sleep

Abstract thought just now that I felt like posting.
Usually I love sleeping. Usually I don't have any pressing appointments or important things to do during the day that cannot be put off to another day when I feel more up to it. Sleep makes the time pass faster. So where do I find myself in all this? I want to sleep to make saturday come faster, but I don't want to sleep so that I can get things done.

Dilemma? Yes. Very much so. I don't think i've slept in pass 9 am (that is an amazing, and slightly shocking thing to people who know me best) in about 2 weeks...or more. I am so physically and mentally exhausted from all the final preparations with the wedding, not to mention moving the day before the wedding that all I can do at night is fall on my bed, talk to Cade for maybe 5 mins and i'm out like a light. (Although lately i've been waking up in excruciating every night in a different part of my body...weird). This might come as a surprise, and some people might doubt this, but i believe that tomorrow night (the night before my wedding), will be the most peaceful sleep i've had in a very long time since everything will be done and that coming day I can generally take my time getting ready and not do something I don't want to do (except dancing). Or I could be completely wrong and have my body rack me with stress and nervous flutters all night. I, personally am hoping for the first.

So as I sit here writing about sleep, my eyelids are getting heavier, but i fear tonight will also be a night of pain since my chest is already aching and my shoulder is threatening a long night of restless sleep. But that is what medications are for! ;-)

Sleep tight!

P.S. Tomorrow is my last day as a SINGLE WOMAN! and I couldn't be happier about it :-)